终于解开了
2014年9月25日星期四 | 06:00 | 1 Comment[s]
去年，有个小女孩认识了一个男孩
认识不久后 就开始慢慢的喜欢上他了
女孩一直都觉得男孩也有一样的感觉
但是女孩不确定 他 是不是 她 想的那样
男孩都一直告诉她“我不是个好男人”
但是女孩却不这么认为
直到有一天，
女孩和她好友出去逛街了
于是， 女孩告诉了好友喜欢上他了
但是好友说 “ 你不可能会跟他在一起的”
然后女孩的心就开始哭泣了
有一天，好友叫女孩出去和她吃晚餐看电影
结果好友和朋友也带了男孩一起
男孩和好友的朋友感情非常好
于是....一个月后
女孩开始放弃了，因为这样真的好伤她心
那一年，有一个问题一直都在她脑海里
从不消失过
一年后，女孩找男孩问候
结果聊着聊着
男孩就把去年女孩的问题全部解开了
女孩好感动 听到了满意的答复
这一年来，他们自己一个人都发生了好多事
自从男孩去了西马以后
他们各自也找到了好的对象
也很珍惜现在的一切
到最后还是朋友
黑白
2013年3月5日星期二 | 00:35 | 0 Comment[s]
从什么时候开始
我变成了这样
真的很不像我
我怎么会喜欢上我不该喜欢的人
为什么会发生这样的事
我也真的太笨了吧？
我明知道 我不能
为什么我却无法控制自己呢？
我真的很不想做那么伤人的事
为什么我要当恶魔
为什么我脑袋里只有为什么
你叫我怎么放得下
那么关心我，明白我在想什么，了解我的人
我好不容易找到了
可是他不是对的人
天啊，我能不能不要再伤我的心了
真的很痛很痛
每一天都要在别人面前微笑的过
好让他们不问为什么，怎么了
因为我真的不知道怎么解释
让我好好过每一天好吗？
真的很难过
what am i feeling now ?
2012年10月24日星期三 | 20:33 | 1 Comment[s]
oh great.. i really don't know what's wrong with me..
i have a feeling towards someone..
but i think twice,
feeling cannot take as a LOVE
i cannot bcoz of that feeling and couple with that person
right.. jz be honest..
that "hurt" still deeply inside my heart.
maybe bcoz of "that" i scared to fall in love again..
at the first sight... its a beautiful and nice stories..
but when it comes to the end,
it's a broken and ugly story...
yea i experience it, and i learn frm it
and now my heart...
i don't know how to describe but..
what i know is i keep telling myself..
not to fall in love so easily...
to protect my heart frm broken again
not to say that im selfish but...
i don't want to hurt that person too~
i still care, maybe it's love and maybe it's not
在我心里还是有很多很多心事
不知道要怎么说出来
最近有个变态一直找我 恐吓我
我不知道要怎么办
头头来很怕又很担心
但过了那一个月
无论他再怎么找我我也不会有什么感觉
没再怕了。。
现在我的心不知怎么痛痛的
就...喜欢可是却很怕会受到伤害
所以我只能这样子下去
不想告诉任何人
在我眼里，
无论告诉他人
也改变不了什么
这就是事实。。
我学会了独立
虽然看起来很像5／6岁的小孩子
外表开开心心的
好像没什么烦恼似的
但是“心痛”也不能从表情上漏出丫
我还是会微笑的告诉你我没事
只好闷在心里了...
是我不够成熟吗？
只有一个人了解我，
就算我在怎么伪装
他都会看得出
就说“能不能不要骗我了，我知道你在想什么”
有时你的这一句话
让我的眼泪不知不觉的掉下
因为只有你知道
我是个怎样的人....
就算不说..
Dreams
2012年8月16日星期四 | 08:01 | 1 Comment[s]
I dream about something last night
😣 I ever write in my twitter
"why am I keep looking at him since I go to college"
And now my dream show me why the reason is.
Great. Like this ~~
We meet each other many years ago.
We love each other very deep n never fight for anything.
And he's so different to other guy ?
Treated me like a princess and protect me.
He lets me go his house and lets me know how he actually is. .
One day he leave me.. For some reason and I dont even remember it ~
I was crying for begging him don't to leave me but he have to..
Sad sad !!!!!
Then after 4 years like that. .
I'm working in a restoran and suddenly his friends appear infront of my with his car ?
And I jz keep looking and thinking is he back ?
When I go outside the restoran then I see him standing upstairs and stare at me.
I jz stand there and :o get shocked
After that he comes down n dance !!!!!
I run to hug him and he hugs me back.
That feeling is so :') romantic
And said "I'm back"
Then I wake up =.= wth?
feeling that never spread out
2012年7月30日星期一 | 19:14 | 1 Comment[s]
greetings 
Lots of thing happen this few days..
yea i really dont know how to explain
and yet i cnt explain it through here 
sometime i found blogger is the 
place to express my feeling out
place to express my feeling out
sometime..something...
we wish to 
at the beggining..
at the beggining..
so that things won't happen and have a bad ending on it.
feelings.....something jz can destroy friendship.
do u know what ? yea i guess u know it..
i feel so ..im with it..
..im with it..
somehow i wish i can 
study smart...everything is gonna be fine..
study smart...everything is gonna be fine..
after a month in college..
friends are getting more and more.
that feelings that changed u, me, him or her...
great anyways..
i wish to be 
all the time
all the time
im trying very very hard
confidence ~ i can do it ! 
i wanna to tell the person who keep look down on me
i'll do the best for myself but not for u !
yea u are just an ant for me..euw ? 
one day i will success ! and be a better person
let u guys 
of it..
of it..
say it do it..
will is not enough..must do it !
knowing is not enough..apply it !
don't be a useless person madeline seah !
i must do it before the world end~ 
Live to alive :)
2012年7月26日星期四 | 19:23 | 0 Comment[s]
my life is so busy nowadays 
well yes i do love this kind of life 
so that i wont think too much hehe
sick 
i know lots of friends in scl offcoz
they are jz friendly ! 
wahahaha 
wahahaha
most of them are rich @.@ yeaaa... i know right
huhuuuuu.. everyday..
shopping...suria...wisma..
im bored of it ! 
i have an examination on september ahhhhh
i'm nervous.... 
hope i can do it well..
and i still blur on some of the topic..
yay fighting !!!!! 
what my dream is..
i hope i can go to AUS,PERTH study nx 2 years..
i really wish that..
i wanna try the environment there..
i wanna feel... i wanna enjoy.. 
yea.. another..
i miss my brother who is still studying in NZ..
yeaaaaaaa.. such a long time no contact with him
super duper miss him!
in this years...i have met him since i was from 4 :D
actually we ever see each other everyday since from2..
but we never talk hahaha..
and now ? we're jz like sis n bro
i hope he faster come back to malaysia !!!
so that i can meet him n bully him
he treated me very very nice ! awww 
and yet.. 
my twins...
my twins...
i miss her too 
even we jz meet each other for one day...
we have to much topic to talk to..
remember what ? dont let GUYS destroy yr friendship...
what i mean is LOVE..
i ever fight with her bcoz of a boy =..=
this is so stupid..ikr....
what i had realized is...MISTAKE.
guys..dont ever try this.. if u can..avoid it 
then yr friendship will stay last forever 
she is my BFF.. 
even she is far away frm me now..
even she is far away frm me now..
we still keep in touch every week xixi
xixi
love u twins..
college life
2012年7月5日星期四 | 23:08 | 0 Comment[s]
well...
college life is totally different with schooling life >.<
i can say is damn nice..
if want go back home, anytime !!! ^~^
is like.. ermmm..
very nice lah some teachers..
they will joke with u,
if u dont understand jz ask !
then the teacher will very good de show u..
master teacher very different oh..
write those fomula or definition no need refer to book..
is like wow... make a question also sap sap sui eh x)
i still not close with classmates yet..
im the one who late for register also XD
waaaa.. they do account like.. =.= speedy !
and yet i learn lots there :D
im so glad to have a such life as this..
well... friday and monday is the most syok lahh!!
2 hours of class only =..=
the longest also 4 hours ? :)
but every weekdays lah -....-'
hehehe. having fun but... stress's part haven't come yet hoho..
matiii lehhhhhhhhhhh.. this is jz the beginning..
after 4 months... i wont confirm that is fun anymore xD
this few days slp very early >.<
easy to get sleepy huh....
getting fat !!!!! arghhhh~~
eat too much haha xD
i jz feel like sharing the happy part of my life..
coz i realize that last time i keep on shared those sadness part =.=
so like... euw ? hahahaha come on !
i am me... myself
:P shopping all dayyyy boreddddddd............
