Everything changed
2012年5月6日星期日 | 21:18 | 0 Comment[s]
Its my new life start frm now..
open minded.
what happening now is not a dream..
i use my eye to see it..
my heart to feel..
my ear to hear..
few days ago, i wasn't good..
i had done too many stupid things toward myself
almost everyday drunk, killing myself.
now i realize, its useless for me to do this..
that person wont get worried or nervous or even care for it.
so come on ! past is ED ! and now is ING !
life's on now ^.^
well.. im trying to find myself back again haha !
dont worry my friends. i will always be okay ;)
i know who i am, madeline !
last time im not the who i am haha..
i meet a friend few days ago.
he has a same problem with me too..
he told me lots..
frm that time i wake up !
he's really good to me
eh eh eh dont think others. jz friends and
he treated me like his sister
and i treated him like my brother :D
big big brother haha.
now i want to thank him for all this ;)
he showed me how big this world is.
it's use to it to meet a person like this.
it's hard to find a person who really by yr side forever.
and also who wants to care for u forever.
when u need him, he will always by yr side.
so ladies, let the
LOVE FIND U NOT U FIND IT :D
this is one of my brother told me ;)
let me realize it how wonderful the word is haha..
thx :P babi hutan haha.
so ! this is the earth not wonderland !
it never be in this world haha :P
be careful always
and now i wanna wish that guy,
wish u happy always and find some other girl who is better than me..
hahhaa. i realize how ugly, stupid, bad i am..
Thx ~ for let me have this experience ;)
i will be strong always...
GAMBATEH !
